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Relationship is not my thing right now. Maybe this is what I get after being faithful in one relay for a long time. Being loyal is having a full commitment which I cant give right now. Its not that I don't have feeling for others or my heart die or something, just I had to fulfill my responsibility first.
This is the first time, I had so much in my head but none to write about. .
You really did forget everything Seeing how happily you’re greeting me Only then did I vaguely begin to feel the pain The wound that had yet to appear on my skin The tears would not come Since this farewell didn't seem significant Since it felt so inconsequential A pleasant goodbye ultimately there...
The most cutest present from a coworker. Such a cute, talkative and loving person. She talk more, obviously. Pfft..The story begin when I got separated with my best friend. Then I meet this one group and we enrolled into same department and line which lead to a short-term friendship and a new experience...
I'm in the phase where I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. So if you don't want to get hurt, just stay away. As far as you can! psycho mode : ON .
You and I together in our lives Sacred ties would never fray Then why can't I let myself tell lies And watch you die every day I think back to the times When dreams were what mattered Tough talking youth naivete You said you never let me down But the horse stampedes and rages In the name of...
I need to calm down /closed eyes find my ground stand firmly take a deep breath think back about everything synchronizing arranged the top priority /list duplicated the top ten /save /open eyes let get this rocking! #..restored
Not trying to be dramatic here, but this is me, struggling for my life. .
When I have my own wings, I'll bring you into my world. “I have come to accept the feeling of not knowing where I am going. And I have trained myself to love it. Because it is only when we are suspended in mid-air with no landing in sight, that we force our wings to unravel and alas begin...
. Tolong la faham, aku penat la. Lagi nak menambahkan. Bukan nak menyenangkan. !@#$%^*()_+!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .
The more I want to fix my life, the more upside down it be. To be a ble to escape from one thing, I had to go through a hell. OMG please let me out of this. I want to give up now. This is what happen when involve with something you have zero total interest in. and dealing with super duper annoying...
Kekecewaan yang aku pendam meranapkan segala harapan Meratah halus dinding yang aku bina selama ini Mengikis hiba penghulu hati Lalu rapuh Jatuh Tengggelam dalam bayangan kenangan Ini Karma yang tertulis Kerana menjadi seorang pengecut Sentiasa berdolak dan menipu diri Akhirnya...
My life is in mess right now. Mess. Mess. Mess. Mess. Mess! Tried another way, another path last time that proven wrong and make my life nothing other than in chaos. That's why I need to take the first step. Trying to change it since I'm their only hope. Their only child. And to do that I need to focus.
I was looking outside of the door to the shiny sunset while thinking about what just happen. about how a friend problem reflected to what happen in my life as I stand firm trying to give advise, my whole world collide the memoir and feeling got mixed up together then come a tragedy a misunderstanding which...
"If you could stop looking at me like a wounded animal, that would be great." Yes, that was a quote from Twilight. (shut up please) So, the look on someone more like you're pity them. You know the moment when you're rejecting someone but you can't let them go or when someone seems to be asking for your...
I have stop doing things I usually do at home. As shooting around the house half crazy, playing and take care of my cats and kitty, try giving my turtle mostly anything to eat (it's fine. still alive) and just hang out at my room windows, trying to enjoy the moment and just have some moment drawing,...
I might be expecting a lots of thing. I might holding back too much. I might just hope I die in this comfort zone. You know what.. Maybe I should just said fuck you or shut up straight to your face so you know your place. Maybe that would work? What for that I am so worked out to take care of your...
On the other side of the cloud, I am here waiting for something. Loosing half of myself in the process. Waking up but half asleep. Seeing but half blind. Happy but half destruction. What is this? Since when it become this terrible? Since when I am loosing the sign of life. The path to walk on is covering...
I am waiting for time. Time when you're matured. Time when you're ready. Time when you're ready to be the head of family. Time when you can make your own decision. Time for you to hold my hand and lead my ways. Until you're ready.. I'll be waiting. Until that time, please be patience.