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It has been too long. So much has happened. In my profile, I wrote that I am a wife, a daughter, a sister, a friend, a collegue, a manager and many other roles. Guess what...I am also a mother now! It is amazing, I can't believe that motherhood is such a wonderful journey. Before this, I could never...
My heart is filled with so much gratitude. God has answered my prayers. And just given me more than what I can expect. I am just so grateful. All praises to God.The journey has been difficult. Ups and downs. I have learned humility , patience and faith through this process. Thank you Jesus. All praises to...
I feel I have been tested.But I know it is for my own good. There is a lot to learn and discover when you are being tested.But I count my blessings. I know there is a silver lining, there is a beautiful rainbow at the end.I just need to keep faith and continue to plough on.Don't get discouraged."'For I know...
I don't feel good. I use to be ok but now I kinda feel lousy.I need to start working again but I am not there yet.I am afraid if I will not get there.Well, that's ridiculous. I think I am afraid I don't know how to get there.What if I just continue the way I am. What if I don't get what I want? What if I...
Who would thread my fav old t-shirt which has a big hole on the shoulders? Well, I didn't and still proudly wore around the house. It's my fav, I've had it for more than 10 years - thus the hole.But my "bestest" husband did. I feel so blessed. It is amazing to see him intently threading my fav shirt back to...
A line to not crossThe one thing I know is never to say bad things about your spouse family in front of your spouse and at the back for that matter.Especially so for my husband, whose others feelings and others well being is utmost important to him, don't even talk bad about his best friend.It is not that I...
I am not working. I have stopped working for the last 9 months.It is a choice. I have been thinking about getting back to work but I feel kinda stuck. I don't know what I want and what I wanna do.I wish there was a sign from God.Should I pursue the area that I was an expert in for the last 10 years or...
June 2008I have a tendency of not answering when asked a question by my parents. It is probably like an annonyance I have developed whereby whenever my parents ask me a question, an automatic reaction of annoyance arises. Difficult to control sometimes. Infact my husband was annoyed with me yesterday cos he...
I told my husband just the other day that the man of my dreams is Matt Damon.I said if Matt Damon wanted to marry me, I would marry him immediately. There is something about Matt Damon which I found so appealing the first time I go to know about him.Good Will Hunting.Smart, down to earth, humble while he is...
How often is that your dream turns out like a Korean Drama plot? It was amazing with triangle loves, with pain, and at last with true love.Note - "All characters are fictional and not reflective of reality" It is after all a dream.The scene - It was a dinner. A gathering of friends. It seems like frequent...
January 2011I know you are the one working, I know you are stressed.I have tried my best to make life easy for you at home. I do believe I have tried my best.I sensed that you are not entirely happy I am not working. I may be wrong. I know you said it is not about the money. I just know you prefer if I was...
My family is generally loud voiced.Maybe it is just me. But this only happens when I am talking to my family.So, I would just like to blame it on my mom (as I always do on everything else bad in my life anyways)My mom is a hard person. She shows love by scolding so naturally I always been in a scolding,...
Taking a nap in the afternoon is never a good idea. You wake up feeling worse than before and that is not a nice feeling. Lethargic, blur and in extreme bad mood.Worst if you had an equally bad dream while sleeping.I was back in my old house. The place I grew up.It was in the afternoon, I decided to go for...
That's reality! Mean but reality.Fat friends make you thinner.Or at least they make you feel thinner.Then you don't have to face up to reality that you are actually fat.They will give you temporary relief that someone else is fatter than you. They give you false hope that you don't have to worry, at least...
A friend.I feel he manipulated me.First he hinted that I had to pay for the dinner cos some people were bringing gifts. I knew it was only one person but its ok I can take a hint. I will be paying for 20 people. It's ok, I called for the dinner celebration.Then he said he will chip in to pay. He is after...
You met a new friend. You hit it off.What more he is the best friend of someone very important to you.Life is great. All 3 of you.Then something happened.An incident small to many but irritated you.Nothing was confronted. Things could get back to normal.But the dislike has crept in.The two of them are still...
December 2009I am a thinker, I think a lot, I think about everything before I act. Infact I think about things before even it happens. I think ahead, I imagine scenarios. I anticipate. That is how I am, how my mind has been build.In my mind of thinking, obviously not everything is nice. I am not a dreamer.
Dec 2010You think that as time grows by you will grow to love everything about the person.You think that you will overlook the minor things and you don't even see that those things irritates you.But there is a flip side to every imagined fairy tale.The minor things may not just fade away.The minor things...
It is difficult to describe a very exciting dream. It was like a sci-fi movie. I will attempt to describe.Imagine Star Wars. That's the scene. 3 good fellas (1 girl - obviously me in the lead cast and 2 other guys) and 1 mean bad guy (the villain).3 of us had to get into the villian's planet to steal a disk...
I pity my grandma.She lived a hard life!Now that she is old...she is still living a hard life. Not because she can't have a good life. She is so trapped in the past, she can't allow herself to lead a better life. No matter how we try to advise her...she can't change.She has a maid, she say the maid is lazy...