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My heart is filled with so much gratitude. God has answered my prayers. And just given me more than what I can expect. I am just so grateful. All praises to God.The journey has been difficult. Ups and downs. I have learned humility , patience and faith through this process. Thank you Jesus. All praises to...
I feel I have been tested.But I know it is for my own good. There is a lot to learn and discover when you are being tested.But I count my blessings. I know there is a silver lining, there is a beautiful rainbow at the end.I just need to keep faith and continue to plough on.Don't get discouraged."'For I know...
I don't feel good. I use to be ok but now I kinda feel lousy.I need to start working again but I am not there yet.I am afraid if I will not get there.Well, that's ridiculous. I think I am afraid I don't know how to get there.What if I just continue the way I am. What if I don't get what I want? What if I...
I am not working. I have stopped working for the last 9 months.It is a choice. I have been thinking about getting back to work but I feel kinda stuck. I don't know what I want and what I wanna do.I wish there was a sign from God.Should I pursue the area that I was an expert in for the last 10 years or...
June 2008I have a tendency of not answering when asked a question by my parents. It is probably like an annonyance I have developed whereby whenever my parents ask me a question, an automatic reaction of annoyance arises. Difficult to control sometimes. Infact my husband was annoyed with me yesterday cos he...
I told my husband just the other day that the man of my dreams is Matt Damon.I said if Matt Damon wanted to marry me, I would marry him immediately. There is something about Matt Damon which I found so appealing the first time I go to know about him.Good Will Hunting.Smart, down to earth, humble while he is...
That's reality! Mean but reality.Fat friends make you thinner.Or at least they make you feel thinner.Then you don't have to face up to reality that you are actually fat.They will give you temporary relief that someone else is fatter than you. They give you false hope that you don't have to worry, at least...
A friend.I feel he manipulated me.First he hinted that I had to pay for the dinner cos some people were bringing gifts. I knew it was only one person but its ok I can take a hint. I will be paying for 20 people. It's ok, I called for the dinner celebration.Then he said he will chip in to pay. He is after...
You met a new friend. You hit it off.What more he is the best friend of someone very important to you.Life is great. All 3 of you.Then something happened.An incident small to many but irritated you.Nothing was confronted. Things could get back to normal.But the dislike has crept in.The two of them are still...
December 2009I am a thinker, I think a lot, I think about everything before I act. Infact I think about things before even it happens. I think ahead, I imagine scenarios. I anticipate. That is how I am, how my mind has been build.In my mind of thinking, obviously not everything is nice. I am not a dreamer.
I woke up last night thinking of an ex-collegue. It somehow brought me back to that time when I was a newly promoted manager.I remember myself at that time. Overworked, insecure and trying my best to hide it. I don't think I was a really happy person and probably my insecurities do reflect in my...
How come when I was young, I don't remember myself farting. Ok, let me explain. It is not that I don't fart, I am very sure I did but I don't remember needing to fart frequently. Maybe once a week??!!But now that I am "bigger" why do I constantly need to fart. A few times a day!!!Sigh. Is this normal?
