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Wednesday, 28 January
5:18 pm28 Jan
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Diari - Entry 2026 -1

28 Jan 2026    Kau pernah tak rasa stress, beban, kau cuba tahan tapi dada sesak. Kadang datang anxiety ibarat orang sedia mencari salah kau. dan kau sangat sangat stress out. Aku jadi rasa tak boleh tenang. Dan ke sekian kalinya aku diajar oleh mereka yang tak semua orang nak berbaik dengan kau dan...

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Friday, 2 January
8:41 pm2 Jan

Emotional triggering

Well... Hi bloggie,Today mark as 2 Jan 2026 when I wrote this..Ah yes, again aku diasak lagi. Hahaha. Mungkin dia tau weakness aku ialah bercakap depan depan since aku perlukan ruang untuk berfikir masak masak since aku tahu aku jenis tak boleh buat keputusan terburu buru..Wei.. satu lagi, aku trigger betui...

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Friday, 12 May
3:40 pm12 May 2023
ptrnrathrh via Untitled12 May 2023
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thoughts, tears, repeat

i want to get diagnosed,nbsp;so that everything will finally make sense,so that i won't shift the blame to anyone.there are times where i feel everyone is pretentious,just for the sake of being nice.when those famous three words being thrown to me,i just had to think that there must be a borderline,and...

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Friday, 10 March
5:38 pm10 Mar 2023
ptrnrathrh via Untitled10 Mar 2023
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a meaningful gift

i went back home a bit late today as i was all caught up with my 9-5 job. it was tiring to be home but still have to go upstairs, switch on the computer, and continue the tasks that need to be sent put by tonight.but anyways, as i get myself undone to change into a more comfy attire, my little brother...

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Sunday, 13 March
5:23 pm13 Mar 2022
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a good start, i hope

after all these years that i keep hurting myself,physically and mentally, contemplating with should i seek for help or not?i've always been afraid with myself and people out there.your feelings are validthat's what mario and el always told me.eventhough it was an impulsive decision,maybe...it...

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Sunday, 25 April
3:35 pm25 Apr 2021
ptrnrathrh via Untitled25 Apr 2021
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draft; 041021

sometimes i want to go outand pop this sadness you keep holdingwithin such a small bodyoh to be free from anxietyto be out and touch the naturethat god has painted for us to see.some people don't feel what i feelit's painful yet beautifulwhat i've been keeping insidehas taught me to appreciate every little...

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Tuesday, 17 November
9:33 pm17 Nov 2020
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111720

haven't done anything at all today.locking myself in the room embracing the darkness around me.crying all day.what's the point of living if i keep on feeling like this anyway?what's the point of having people around you who still feel lonely?what's the point of having someone important if you're going to...

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Saturday, 7 November
7:29 pm7 Nov 2020
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110720

I don't know what's wrong with me. Wish i could write exactly what I'm feeling right now. Seeing other people happy while I'm the one who's drowning in my own thoughts makes me feel lonely, helpless and hopeless. Yet i was the one who pushed people away. The emptiness is heavier than you think. I agree with...

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Sunday, 18 October
1:15 am18 Oct 2020
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101820

nbsp;it's almost 1 in the morning. Ending my first week of classes for this semester.I'm alone, at home, not literally, but without someone who's going through the same suffering as mine,yes, I am alone. And lonely.Online learning was quite fun, almost. But i hate that I have to be at home.Swallowing...

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Monday, 5 October
3:27 pm5 Oct 2020
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a letter to you,

Hey, how you've been doing? Where have you been?I'm good, I'm fine, it's just that lately I've been out of my mind.Are you okay?I'm sorry if what i said to you was the reason you ran away.The songs you gave me, I listen to them,on repeat, on and on again.Oh I hope you know that it hurts,because we know that...

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Monday, 21 March
2:08 pm21 Mar 2016
yuhaadie via Sofie Adie21 Mar 2016
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Fight or Give Up?

Sejak dua menjak ni terlalu banyak peristiwa berlaku. Nak kata tragedi pun tidak, nak digelar sebagai moment tu...erm...bolehlah dikategorikan...dan aku rasa macam aku dah lama giler tak share cerita-cerita yang merapu, yang boleh buat orang sesat dalam hutan sampai boleh berjumpa dengan hero...

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Saturday, 5 March
11:01 am5 Mar 2016
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The Secret Life of sofieadie

The Secret Life of sofieadie....Entri ni adalah bukti yang aku masih tak boleh move on dengan ceritaThe Secret Life of Walter Mitty. Iya, semua orang ada secret life...semua orang ada satu sisi yang tak semua orang boleh tahu/nampak/rasa...kecuali Dia...dan semua orang sedia maklum tu....so, sambil...

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Friday, 26 February
1:24 am26 Feb 2016
yuhaadie via Sofie Adie26 Feb 2016
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Masak oh Masak!

Masak ni ada banyak kategori. Masakan panas, berat, pastri, bake, dessert, etc....yang penting semua menghasilkan makanan. Dan janji bukan aku yang masak! Hahahahaha....okay..tak kelakar pun...T_T..Kupas isu masak nih, aku rasa percentage aku mengusai dunia masakan hanyalah 0.01%...erm?? Okay, macam teruk...

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Tuesday, 23 February
12:04 am23 Feb 2016
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Kotak

Holla there!Miss me huh? Bluek!!! Bazir karan je nak miss, miss kan? Okaylah, sebenarnya tadak alasan kukuh pun untuk aku tak update blog ni. Cuma aku kena cari beribu ayat dan cerita untuk bagi entri aku betul-betul manfaat untuk korang baca. (macamlah selama ni bermanfaat entri aku kan?

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Wednesday, 17 February
12:54 am17 Feb 2016
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Hard Feeling huh?

Samaada aku yang overthinking atau minda aku ni langsung tak kenal erti senyap???Setiap benda yang aku tengok, perhati sekadar memerhati seperti biasa, suara dalam kepala aku macam sedang bersidang. Aku toleh ke tiang lampu, dikatanya...jika jalan tanpa lampu, gelapnya seperti hati yang dah lama tak...

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Tuesday, 16 February
12:21 am16 Feb 2016
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Bukan Sekadar Header...

Bukan Sekadar Header.Header blog adalah impression utama bila orang datang menjengah blog kita. Dari header kita mungkin dapat tebak sedikit personaliti sang pemilik blog tersebut. Header blog ni macam keadaan luar rumah kita. Mungkin! (hahahah...janganlah serius sangat, itu aku teka je...) mungkin jugak...

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Wednesday, 10 February
11:39 pm10 Feb 2016
yuhaadie via Sofie Adie10 Feb 2016
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Otakku kelaut.....

Sambil baca, aku mohon korang mainkan playlist ni...ambik mood kelaut aku. Kalau korang sudilah...kalau korang ada mabuk laut, aku tak paksa...duduk di persisiran pun kira okaylah...Sebenar takde apa pun nak cerita sangat. Cuti lama, aku pun dah terbang ke mana. Dikesempatan ni aku nak kongsikan satu berita...

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Tuesday, 5 August
Wednesday, 4 December
11:00 pm4 Dec 2013

Que Sera Sera

"Why do you want to be a journalist?" I didn't have the answer back then and I still don't have the answer now. Instead I find myself questioning the all-too familiar soliloquy of "When I grow up I want to be"? When we were kids, we were forced to come up with lucrative ambitions such as doctor,...

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