https://www.blogged.my https://www.blogged.my Malaysia's Blogging Community http://www.blogged.my/images/bloggedmybutton.gif https://www.blogged.my/ https://www.blogged.my/ping-901326-so-few-so-proud-so-emotional.html Fri, 07 Jun 2024 04:37:00 +08 it 039 s exactly 3am right now and i 039 m having this strong urge to make a post about this one album that i 039 ve been listening a little too much, never too much but it 039 s concerning. i wish i can just start yapping about this album anywhere everywhere i go but people on the net would kill me.i 039 ve been writing on a... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901326-so-few-so-proud-so-emotional.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901325-the-mirrors-all-around-me.html Mon, 28 Aug 2023 16:39:00 +08 it feels like a reflection,it feels like im seeing myself while i know well im looking at you.the words you said, the things you do,all are the things that i would do back then.and all the things that i did back then,were painful to me.were an act of disagree.were a hate statement to myself.and to be... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901325-the-mirrors-all-around-me.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901324-cheers-to-another-year-.html Sun, 14 May 2023 00:00:00 +08 nbsp i thank the disturbed, for making it less lonelythough we are powerless, we are freedespite the harsh realitythe needles that stuck up in your throat,it doesn 039 t matter,as we had give our best,and we knew that to be alive the next dayis always a miracle.so be proud,of the death wishes you... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901324-cheers-to-another-year-.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901323-thoughts-tears-repeat.html Fri, 12 May 2023 15:40:00 +08 i want to get diagnosed,nbsp so that everything will finally make sense,so that i won 039 t shift the blame to anyone.there are times where i feel everyone is pretentious,just for the sake of being nice.when those famous three words being thrown to me,i just had to think that there must be a borderline,and... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901323-thoughts-tears-repeat.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901322-a-reply-to-my-past-letter-to-me-120523.html Fri, 12 May 2023 11:30:00 +08 nbsp hey there,nbsp just an update, now we 039 re working in a different company,and we 039 re actually quite satisfied with this one for now.we left our last job because the environment gets toxic,you barely even excited to go to work anymore,everyday got anxious and you get weaker as the day go.most... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901322-a-reply-to-my-past-letter-to-me-120523.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901321-a-meaningful-gift.html Fri, 10 Mar 2023 17:38:00 +08 i went back home a bit late today as i was all caught up with my 9 5 job. it was tiring to be home but still have to go upstairs, switch on the computer, and continue the tasks that need to be sent put by tonight.but anyways, as i get myself undone to change into a more comfy attire, my little brother... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901321-a-meaningful-gift.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901320-a-guilty-pleasure.html Sun, 24 Jul 2022 20:57:00 +08 sometimes it feels like something 039 s missing within me.and sometimes some people made me realize what i 039 m missing.some people just feels right.filling in the void, it feels nice.it feels right,the way they look,the way they behave,the way their voice sound,the way they feel with they 039 re next to me,it has... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901320-a-guilty-pleasure.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901319-a-good-start-i-hope.html Sun, 13 Mar 2022 17:23:00 +08 after all these years that i keep hurting myself,physically and mentally, contemplating with should i seek for help or not i 039 ve always been afraid with myself and people out there.your feelings are validthat 039 s what mario and el always told me.eventhough it was an impulsive decision,maybe...it... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901319-a-good-start-i-hope.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901318-a-letter-to-the-past-future-me-to-read-when-wea-039-re-bored-03132022.html Sun, 13 Mar 2022 00:39:00 +08 nbsp hey, happy new year, life has been okay i guess.i have a job now, i thought im not going to continue in the field, architecture.well here i am. the job is okay i hope, for now, im doing okay with it.they let me design stuff, not only buildings.i designed websites, created metaverse worlds,... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901318-a-letter-to-the-past-future-me-to-read-when-wea-039-re-bored-03132022.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901317-draft-041021.html Sun, 25 Apr 2021 15:35:00 +08 sometimes i want to go outand pop this sadness you keep holdingwithin such a small bodyoh to be free from anxietyto be out and touch the naturethat god has painted for us to see.some people don 039 t feel what i feelit 039 s painful yet beautifulwhat i 039 ve been keeping insidehas taught me to appreciate every little... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901317-draft-041021.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901316-heavy-but-empty-.html Tue, 02 Feb 2021 15:04:00 +08 nbsp https://www.blogged.my/ping-901316-heavy-but-empty-.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901315-kota-kelabu.html Wed, 18 Nov 2020 01:31:00 +08 berjalan diam di kota kelabumenghayati kekosongan kabus dihadapanlembah bumi dihujani titis titis air matamenggenggam erat serpihan hati kacadipeluk rapatsabar kata langitmendung ini hanya sementarabebenang fikiran kusut membelitjadi apa maknanyajika tiada bahagiadan sakit... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901315-kota-kelabu.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901314-111720.html Tue, 17 Nov 2020 21:33:00 +08 haven 039 t done anything at all today.locking myself in the room embracing the darkness around me.crying all day.what 039 s the point of living if i keep on feeling like this anyway what 039 s the point of having people around you who still feel lonely what 039 s the point of having someone important if you 039 re going to... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901314-111720.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901313-senja-2020-.html Thu, 12 Nov 2020 05:25:00 +08 nbsp senja, 2020.Watercolour on watercolour paper.nbsp 8.3 x 11.7 inches A4 https://www.blogged.my/ping-901313-senja-2020-.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901312-110720.html Sat, 07 Nov 2020 19:29:00 +08 I don 039 t know what 039 s wrong with me. Wish i could write exactly what I 039 m feeling right now. Seeing other people happy while I 039 m the one who 039 s drowning in my own thoughts makes me feel lonely, helpless and hopeless. Yet i was the one who pushed people away. The emptiness is heavier than you think. I agree with... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901312-110720.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901311-101820.html Sun, 18 Oct 2020 01:15:00 +08 nbsp it 039 s almost 1 in the morning. Ending my first week of classes for this semester.I 039 m alone, at home, not literally, but without someone who 039 s going through the same suffering as mine,yes, I am alone. And lonely.Online learning was quite fun, almost. But i hate that I have to be at home.Swallowing... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901311-101820.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901310-a-letter-to-you-.html Mon, 05 Oct 2020 15:27:00 +08 Hey, how you 039 ve been doing Where have you been I 039 m good, I 039 m fine, it 039 s just that lately I 039 ve been out of my mind.Are you okay I 039 m sorry if what i said to you was the reason you ran away.The songs you gave me, I listen to them,on repeat, on and on again.Oh I hope you know that it hurts,because we know that... https://www.blogged.my/ping-901310-a-letter-to-you-.html https://www.blogged.my/ping-901309-re-identified-2020-.html Tue, 29 Sep 2020 22:32:00 +08 re identified, 2020.Poster colour, news paper, inks on paper.5.8 x 8.3 inches A5 https://www.blogged.my/ping-901309-re-identified-2020-.html